Does anyone else feel like this?
Jennifer May 26th, 2010
okay, so I have tried to figure out why I am so mad and it seems like I have figured it out
i have tried to figure this out for a while…. 1 the american diet is unnatural, which causes chemical imbalances. 2 the monthly cycle compounds that chemical imbalance and prolongs it and intensifies it 3 women are encouraged to be angry 4 women are being drawn out of the once happy home, sold a lie that they will be happier if they go to college, go thousands of dollars in debt, get a job and work for the man — then come out feeling like they got scammed by the whole damn thing…GREAT i m alone, one hundred thousand in debt, working a boring job i don’t like, and i am raising kids i can’t afford to be with or laugh and joke with because i decided to be an accountant, so i do math all day instead of playing with my kids… that’s a great life… then my kids are developing all these bad habits at daycare and school which they wouldn’t have if i raised them… so i am being pulled by debt, pulled by work, taken away from my children, and I am so angry about all of this (because of the chemical imbalance sold to me because I am always in a hurry through fast food) that i got a divorce and now no man wants to be with an angry, financially frustrated, chemically imbalanced women with rowdy children…. I feel that the media sold me a lie to get MORE TAX MONEY AND PRODUCTIVITY out of me because capitalists were pissed that middle class women had good lives of leisure playing with their kids and they took that away so that I can work in his company, go to his college, and take student loans out from his bank WHILE HIS WIFE the rich wife sits at home sips coffee and sells me b s about how its noble to go out and get a job…. i have a job that pays that rich huney to lounge around… after twenty some years of work i have no savings, just debt, and all of it is going to that rich banker and his wife, WHO STAYED MARRIED AND HAPPPY.. so why am i angry, WHY because i realized something…. poor and middle class people are not people, they are cattle that feed the rich… so there’s that and there’s rape…. men rape… why… because of what i just said… middle class and lower class males rape people because they feel powerless because they feel all their money goes to banks, colleges, and taxes… they don’t feel free, they don’t feel that they have enough time to date, or that a women would even want a poor guy like him …. so MEN, my men, my middle class men feel as powerless and cheated as I do, then they rape people which makes women even more angry and upset… but this is only going on in the middle and lower class… rich men and women are walking around MARRIED, smiling, happy, drinking martinins and playing with their children…… we’re the slaves, the cattle, the middle class, the poor suckers that think we are free but we are not…. So why am I angry…… because I was tricked for twenty years, and now I know the truth.
What i want is love and happiness, happy husband, happpy family, happy childrne, enough money to feel safe well fed and satisfied… I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT ONCE IN MY LIFE EVER…. and i got a good education from a good school…. I’M STILL WAITING FOR THAT… IT’S NOT HAPPENING.
Even the education part is a scam…. 120,000 for an accounting degree to make 45,000 a year… that doesn’t make sense.. If i started a business for 120,000 i feel like i would make more than 45,000 a year… oh yeah I just found out that college have been charging so much because they are expanding over seas…. Italy, Germany, Greece, England, Japan, China. So they charge us and then don’t use that mone to teach us they use that money to BUILD "Big Az University — Rome Campus" Thanks a heap… Why don’t you just charge me what it costs for electricity and the professor…not building your educational empire…..
the end result is that i ruined my whole life going to far into debt, eating bad chemically contaiminated food, being angry at the wrong man, my ex, ALL SO i could go to work and COUNT MONEY THAT RICH PEOPLE MAKE. I count that money of the institutions that over charged me, the banks, the colleges, the corporations that sold me bad food…. I am a miserable mess so that I can count other people’s money.
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Sweetie I don’t think your chemical imbalance is due to fast foods but you do sound like you have one. Get thee to a psychiatrist before you self destruct completely.
You’re a little mad…
I eat Tacos.
Well the more people in jobs does equal more customers. Families with 2 incomes means more spare cash for buying.
Whether a plan by the elite, which very well may be, or just from women and feminism, it only matters that women wanted this and are now forever stuck with it.
No doubt.
Huntress…this makes more sense than it looks like on the surface. We’ve been fed a lot of lies. And whoever it was who said that two incomes means more money to spend would be right…except that over the past 50 years incomes have not kept pace with the rate of inflation. So 50 years ago my grandfather could work in a factory and make enough money to support a family in a house, and have two cars in the driveway, but his children had to struggle to make payments on their home, even though my Dad had a retail management position and my mother worked as a legal secretary, and now my wife and I, though we both have administrative positions are completely saddled with Debt…not from credit cards, but from STUDENT LOANS, and can barely make our rent in a crappy little apartment…and I have to work a second job…so it’s three jobs for a family to accomplish a fraction of what one job achieved 50 years ago. Now, lets look at our CEO’s and Presidents…their lifestyles have skyrocketed since the 50’s and 60’s, haven’t they. They have their McMansions, they have their yachts, they spend hours at spas, hours golfing, all the while dreaming up more ways to get more for less…such as outsourcing, which puts those jobs that middle and lower class people desperately, desperately need just to scrape by in peril. Women are doing what nature never really intended them to do, but are being fed the lie that it should have them feeling liberated, and so of course they look for someone to blame for their unhappiness, and it’s easier to blame their husband (that guy who’s working two jobs) than to realize they (and their husband) have been buying into a lie that our parents, teachers, friends, and television/radio have drowned us in for the past 50 years. Furthermore, of course we are pushed to buy, buy, buy more than we can afford…why? Because our engine for economic growth for the same past 50 years has been none other than consumer spending…consumer spending. So our ability to bring money into our homes has progressively decreased the pressure on us to purchase has progressively increased. 50 years of this is about as long as one would have expected us to get away with this, because now the first wave of borrowers are finding themselves 80 years old living on SSI with mountains of debt that can’t be taken care of because their children have even more debt than they have and their children’s children have amassed even more debt than that. The plan of course was for the "noble" class that this has created to cut and run with the money they’ve hoarded when this all comes tumbling down, and the rest of us? Who cares?
Both you and lets think need to breakup your paragraphs.
Sorry you are so fed up. Up to a point I agree with you, in that I have always thought work overrated myself, and I have never found being at home boring.
However, I don’t know that going to college and becoming an accountant etc is a waste of time, except that it sad that you don’t enjoy what you do. You have to be prepared to earn a living, whether you marry or not. Single women have to support themselves, as most single women always have done. It’s a pity that you didn’t enjoy college or the job that you do, but I don’t know that it is a waste of time to have a marketable skill. I mean, you can’t just assume that you aer going to marry and have children, can you? YOu have to make plans for the future that include th epossibility that you are going to have to go on being self-supporting during your lifetime.
I amv ery sorry you are missing being with your children, that is the thing I would hate about being out at work as well, but I suppose if my husband and I had got divorced then I would have had to try and get a job of some kind. And while I agree that $45,000 isn’t exactly a big salary, it’s frankly a great deal more than I could ever earn, even supposing I could get a job at my age.
Is there any chance that you could get a job that would allow you to spend more time with your children? Are there any jobs in accountancy where you can work at home? I mean, I would have thought that what with computers and stuff, that might be a possibility. Or would it be possible for you to, say, get a teaching qualification and teach accountancy in a college or something? then you’d have holidays that would fit in with your children’s holidays and you could spend more time with them?
I am sorry to hear you are living such a miserable unhappy angry life. Do you want this to continue? If you do you are certainly on the right track. Stop the world I want to get off is what I am hearing. That is exactly what you have to do. It is your attitude to the world you are on that is feeding your misery.
You need to reach out to a power greater than yourself and many people reach out to God and pray for help and guidance.
You have to admit to yourself that you have the problem and stop blaming others. Accept help from others and learn to love yourself a bit more so you can have room in your heart to love others.
You can not drive on empty as you have been doing. List the benefits you do have. You have riches you are not recognising. Do you have health and energy? Is you eyesight good? Can you walk? Do you have clean water to drink? Is there a war going on in your neighbourhood or is there relative peace? You can read. You have had a good education.
It is no use waiting for changes to happen. Clean out the bitterness from your heart and learn to be thankful for all the positive things that are and could be happening in you life when you change over to a more positive attitude. I love and sympathise with you but get some spiritual help because you are in desperate need of some.
Why are you blaming everyone and everything else for the choices that you made?